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Sunday, November 18, 2007

That Feeling

Have you ever had that feeling? You know the one..
Where you don't feel good enough?

I just peeked in on my little ones sleeping like angels and noticed:

My son has chocolate on his mouth from a late night cookie I allowed him to have,
My daughter still had her barettes in her hair probably bothering her sleeping head and the baby was sleeping soundly with 2 stuffed animals in his bassinet.

Sometimes I'm afraid i'm not a good enough mother, i worry that I forget stuff too much, that i'm not playing with them enough, that I don't teach them enough. Do you know what I mean?

Then when I start to think like that I go downhill from there:

Am I good enough wife? Homemaker? Jewelry maker..daughter....child of God...

do you know what I mean? Sometimes I just have one of those feelings that nags at the back of my head that just keeps nagging until I acknowledge it and move along until tomorrow....

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